as i say all this i love remembering it wasn’t so easy. like there was that time when i presented myself to be photographed doing my whole drama and ultimately with a full mouth. but i could not do it. my orgasm was so good, the powerful flash of the camera going off in my eyes as i showed myself to everyone through you. you documented the expression of my face selfucking. even at the dawn of time i knew being penetrated made my thirst better. our visual poetry as seen below all about my semen getting into my mouth because i wanted a photo of that…for everyone to see. which i guess means especially for me to see. and then after i ejaculated, the desire rushed out of me. i had a palm full of my semen and didn’t want to drink. it feels so good that you not only know this about be but witnessed my libido drop, documented that particular face of my orgasm where I was repugnant to drink. you saw me helpless, thirsty with a handfull of my semen. you hold that understanding of my soul. for all the dellight and joy i’ve shared with the faces of women, my contact with men and all my confessions to you have been so deeply essential to awakening to myself. nearth, are you aware of my love affair of masturbating with the semen of other men? he masturbates into my hand, and i masturbate myself as he watches me climax on his living fertile hot slippery bliss as he looks at my eyes. mm hmm yes i drink the mix of us both. if i want to. i decide by deciding what hand to spurt into. and one last thing. that day you masturbated onto the mirror in front of me and three women. do you remember that? what if i take this in the most egotistical way, that actually, you came to bluestudio so that you would masturbate onto my mirror for me to lick myself off? i know it wasn’t easy but it was good and i adore adore adore adore you convering your face in shame. isn’t it good? being seen like that, the women all saw you do it and i photographed you. yep when I can’t drink my cum it’s shame. so i put it onto a mirror and say, look at what i do and who i am. thanks for letting me lick your cum off of the floor (mirror). when i did that i did it forever.
ps does ging know about our masturbation escapades? i really want her to know i ate your cum off of a mirror already coated with my dry cum. and i love that ‘cept for karen i was being ignored. when i masturbate to that scene, i focus on the yearining for all of your undivided attention that i was being deined. nearth thank you for helping me become a mirror celibate self cum drinker. in a sense you know it’s true, my mirror celibacy began that night in hohohocus with you…opening the way for the women…
self portrait.
this is me, clining to karen barnes!!!! licking nearth’s cum off of my floor mirror in blue studio. hot and holding my own release, i crawled across the floor to lick up your cum i want you to know that
