what’s going on here is expressing the deep pleasure of cunnilingus and admitting that I’ll miss cunnilingus the most of all if I’m masturbation celibate. the background monologue is a woman saying, “it feels nice coming out” followed by the sound of my fully expressed orgasm and ejaculation; the music beings and I hear my voice express the deep relief of a mouthful of my semen. The music is the famous song “Swallow Your Own Cum.” This fades into the woman’s voice repeating, “It feels nice coming out, and it will feel even better in your mouth,” followed by, “Swallow like a good boy,” overlaid with Book of Blue model Zoe West saying, “I know what you do, I know what you give yourself” from “You Are Your Lover.” The last voice instructs, “Squeeze more out and dangle your cumtongue at us.” The sequence reveals the unspeakable delight of exchanging cunnilingus for the open display of surrendering cunnilingus, embracing self thirst and swallowing my semen in front of the women whom I want to eat, with their full affirmation and acknowledgement.
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